transformed.

i guess i know this sounds slack, but through my hard times i've been through over kinda the last year, i have really looked for god because i have heard so many stories of how he has healed people from there hurt and i thought having him in my life would heal me and it does which im really happy about. god at the moment is my everything. sometimes when i feel alone i just sit there with my "jesus" music on and i don't feel alone anymore, i feel safe like god is right next to me. i've lost alot of things over the passed year and the only reason i have really managed is because i looked to god and i found him and my love for him is stronger then it has ever been and that means alot to me, knowing my relationship is growing with him. i think i'm transforming slowly into a better person and i like that. I like the fact that i have some people i can share this experience with :)